Sleepy but Wanna Write Something

Bismillah.

Before this, I planned to make this blog as a niche blog regarding book, reading and such. But as time goes by, I think it's not a good idea since I have no time to properly curate the content that I wanna share here. Perhaps Reading Muslimah IG is enough for bookish stuffs.

As for this blog, I wanna continue writing randomly about anything I want. As what I used to do since years ago. One day all these writings will be significant, no matter how random it is. And I love to think that one day when Majdiyya and Ajda grew up, they will feel happy to read their Mama's ramblings here. 

My current work update;

- got a job from a publication company, as a content writer for their new book campaign. You'll love the book!

- Started my responsibility/job as product ambassador of a Quran seller. Though this is my first time being an ambassador, this ambassador thingy is one of the things that I have knowledge regarding it. 

- As for Elsajida, I already stopped accepting any paid product review on IG story. I have a few strong reasons why I did so. And I only accept gift review for certain products. So far I don't have any big plans for Elsajida yet, just continue updating inspiring quotes and stories. When the time is right, inshaAllah we'll see how it goes.

Anyway, I have to stop now. I am sleepy and it's time for me to sleep, not rant. 

 

Of Reading Muslimah, Elsajida & Journaling Muslimah

Change in my life has forgotten how to press its brake. It keeps coming and coming and I have no choice but to be strong and resilient. 

This month, I have made the decision to partially let go of Reading Muslimah. Sure I am still a big part of it but I am no longer the content creator nor the admin. I have told Safa that she has to take the responsibility since I need to focus on my dream, on my work. 

Of course Reading Muslimah is my dream too, like I said before I am still the founder, the advisor, the heart of it. It's just that I am no longer the 'Kak RM' people used to call. I have given a big portion of the company share to Safa as well. 

I trust Safa on this. She has been my 'student' for more than a year and I believe she can figure it out. To prove this, she recently asked 3 most committed members of Reading Muslimah to help her to navigate the journey of Reading Muslimah. Each and every one of them (Siqah, Faraa & Aliyah) has their own strength to help Reading Muslimah to expand, inshaAllah. 

As for Elsajida, I have stopped some big things regarding it in order to lessen my time, energy and focus on it. I have no intention to stop updating Elsajida since it's my passion; which is to inspire women out there. And Elsajida is the perfect place for me to do so. So far, I will only use Elsajida as a place for me to update Islamic & inspiring quotes. And the quotes aren't designed or prepared by me. I ask my daughter to help. I plan to properly hire someone to help me regarding Elsajida but, not in the meantime. 

I let go of more and more things that I think I have to let go. I just can't deny that in order to succeed, I have to FOCUS on one thing. I don't wanna be 'neither here nor there'. And what's that one thing? It's Journaling Muslimah. I am doing my best for it. From the early days I create it, I can already see its potential to grow worldwide. My goal isn't money; it's sharing about Quran and at the same time, improving my relationship with Quran. 

May Allah ease.